Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Good Days.


Good day today. Had my last session for a while with my counsellor, I at first was so against counselling but even now I am surprised with how much it has helped me work through this. I have always felt I am a very strong person and through most of the trials in my life I have a worked out on my own but this challenge was a lot different, it was not me that was hurt, even though I married this man and trusted him, it was my daughter that was hurt.  I could not deal with that guilt and pain alone and my counsellor was the outside voice I needed. I think to really admit you need help is one of the strongest decisions you can ever make. Without that how are you meant to move forward.

There are lots of ways I can help others this being just one of them.  I need to start reaching out too my strengths and help others. Not keep hiding behind the computer and venture out into the world a lot more. I have to say all in all I am happy in my life. Happy keeping my family at arm’s length the way I do, it’s not because I don’t love them, I do, but I have done the family drama and I don’t want to go back to that. 

Okay it’s time to go over the sickness we have been having the last few weeks in own house. First my daughter come down sick and that passed to me.  Then it passed to one of my twins. It started with me as a simple cold, then went to flu then to a sinus infection which I still have. The headaches with a sinus infection can be crippling to a point that I find it hard to look at a screen close up for long periods of time.  I have just wanted to sleep and the thought of writing was alien to me. Now as you see I am attempting to get back into it and I hope all this sickness all disappears soon.

The Halloween horror is still making its presence felt. Some of my keys are still screwed up and it’s driving me nuts, I may have to bite the bullet and see how much it will cost to get the laptop taken apart and cleaned. It is something I could do but I do not want to risk breaking it altogether. All depends on the cost which I am going to have to research. I have found a website with detailed instruction on how to disassemble my laptop so we will see. I will keep you updated. 

Monday, October 31, 2011

Near Death Experience of a Laptop ((Halloween Horror))


Thank God my laptop still works after I nearly killed it with a cup of hot chocolate. I have never been so lucky in all my life.  I thought that was it when the brown liquid hit the computer square on the keyboard. I snatched that baby up and inverted it straight away. Then hit the off switch to stop it from shorting out and pulled the power lead. After screaming at the kids “Quick move get me something” my hands were shaking covered in hot chocolate holding my laptop as the liquid dripped over the carpet.  One of the lads passed me a tea towel and I frantically wiped down the keyboard keeping it inverted as I did. All that was going through my mind was that was it I just killed a 6 month old laptop that I really love and I will not have the money to replace it.

After ensuring the outside was dry I laid it down on a chair still upside down almost tent fashion with the laptop still opened and tried to turn it on... nothing.. Not a thing happened... I was like oh shit... That’s it. It’s not going to work ever again.  Hands still shaking I said to the guys to go and do their kitchen chores as I was ready to snap and I did not want to take it out on them. I asked one of them to fetch me the hairdryer and I set to work.

Closing the lid I sat it upside down and removed the battery, seeing it wet my heart sank, crap... it got through the computer, that’s it the motherboard is fried. I did not turn it off quick enough... grrr... I did not give up though and I refused to lose my cool. I took off the cover for the hard drive and there was no wet in there but it gave me access to the motherboard vents to get more effective with the hairdryer. I continued on drying it. Turning it over and opening the front up me dried through the keys hoping and actually saying a little prayer that my little laptop will still find life.

After 10 minutes of frantic drying, I angled it so I could see if it would turn on... A little blue flash caught my eye, then another, then the orange one lit up and before I knew it I was on the sign on screen, I let out a sigh of relief, my daughter looked at me. “See Mum I told you, you caught it quick enough, those cat like reflexes did the job” I was not convinced, I shut it down and reassembled the back, finally putting in the power lead to see if I did not ruin that also. Restarting the computer and getting to the sign on screen was the first obstacle now the next one trying to sign in.

Sighing, my fingers resting on the slightly sticky feeling keys I typed in my password. The message come up, wrong password. So I typed it again and as I am typing I notice, when I hit the keys two letter were coming up instead of one. Working out that it was typing an extra letter I hit the back arrow and deleted the right one for when I pressed enter it starting to log in. My heart lifted “It’s Alive!” I thought to myself. The first thing I did was going to my user accounts and took the password off. I thought to myself if it screws up more least I know I will be able to get the thing logged in.

Then I opened a word document and began to type, oh my lord it was bad. Most keys were typing the letter and a number, when I hit shift nothing would happen. I started to panic. I love to write and have a very set way of typing, I could not even use a question mark. What the hell was I going to do? Sitting there the kids looking at me expectantly I could not lose it... Not now. I have come this far keeping my cool so you would be damned if I was going to lose it now.  So I did the best thing, I shut it down and then just sat it inverted on the table to let it dry out for a while.

After about ten minutes I opened it up and checked the screen to see if there were any sticky hot chocolate spots. No was still lucky on that front... nothing leaking...

So I closed it again and left it. A few hours later I took my laptop upstairs and started that baby up once more. It was smooth but when I began to type... wow... the keys felt weird and there were capital’s where there should not be capitals and the space bar felt all gooey. There were full stops appearing all over the place. So I proceeded to pick off the keys and clean them, and boy was there some gooeyness. Then I looked up on the internet what could stop both of my shift keys to work other than gooey hot chocolate, well I discovered that Skype has A tendency to take over your keys. SO I turned it off and low And behold I had shift function.

It’s still touch and go, not my usual laptop yet but it’s getting there. Going to shut this baby down now And give it a break but I thought I would share the Halloween fright I had this year.

Sorry I have not been blogging these last few weeks. I have had a bout of sickness but I feel that is another story for my next post. Fingers crossed